you'll never know

• what it felt like to wait for you in my apartment while you were hanging out with your ex
• what it feels like to walk in on someone you think might be your soulmate having sex with some other person
• what it feels like to see you spend time with all of these other people when you tell me how amazing i am and how happy i make you.
• what it feels like giving you the benefit of the doubt - over and over again.
• what it feels like to have someone reach out to you only when they are feeling lonely
• how it feels to be abandoned by someone  who you thought had the capacity to love you more than anyone else

you'll never know what you've done to me