Thursday, July 9, 2009

Too much coffee

Tonight I decided to make some coffee. I used the coffee beans that my cousin gabe me from grenada and I used wayyyy too much. I drank the coffee quickly and now I feel like I'm going to die. What's worse is that I am at a movie theatres and mikes friends are here. To spare myself from yacking inside the theatres I am now sitting outside next to the bathroom just to keep it safe.  My heart was racing and I felt like I was going to pass out.  I don't think I have felt that scared for my life in a while.  My heart has thankfully slowed down but my stomach is still feeling very upset.  I think the thing that upset me the most was that after telling my fiance that I was feeling terrible he never really wanted me to go home. He asked if I wanted to tae the keys and drive home and then he went back to talking to his friends.  I don't know...if it was the other way around I wiuld have driven home for him.  Oh god...I think another trip to the bathroom is in order.