Friday, July 27, 2012

you'll never know

  • what it felt like to wait for you in my apartment while you were hanging out with your ex
  • what it feels like to walk in on someone you think might be your soulmate having sex with some other person
  • what it feels like to see you spend time with all of these other people when you tell me how amazing i am and how happy i make you.
  • what it feels like giving you the benefit of the doubt - over and over again.
  • what it feels like to have someone reach out to you only when they are feeling lonely
  • how it feels to be abandoned by someone  who you thought had the capacity to love you more than anyone else
you'll never know what you've done to me